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Monday, April 26, 2004

i. ca n't . hel p . i t

cos we lost it all.. nothing lasts forever... i'm sorry.. i can't be.. perfect. now its just too late.. and we can't go back i'm.. sorry.. i can't be.. perfect..

blahs. this shall be a random entry today.. yupp? cos.. i'm feelings stuffs i shouldn't be feeling.. knowing stuffs i shouldn't be knowing.. doing stuffs unknowingly.. things that.. i'm not supposed to.. do.. yupp. things are kinda. complicated. yet. mono-ish. i don't know what to say or do? it just. pretty much sucks right now.. like.. yeah.. big time. =| sighs. yeah. i dare NOT believe in love. what a loser right. i'm letting the past haunt me like nobody's business. rahhs. but its true. i don't. dare. to. believe. in. that. sacred. 4 letter word. ((L O V E))

you're just nothing but a perfect memory.

blahhs. okays. i've got to maintain my mood. cos i promised that lil pink pig of mine. we're supposed to be happy constantly. for the whole week. hahas. =) yupp. oh. did i mention that he got me this damn nice dolphin!? thanks sooooo much! *hugs di. =)) *beams.

i'll remember you.. and the things we used to do.. and the things that we used to say.. i'll... remember you.. that way..

i finally found my dolphin. at. bugis! but its kinda ex. 35 bucks. like. yeowch. and as usual. i'll end up buying stuffed toys for muhself agains. >.< dangg. that sucks okay. like so major. big time. suckified? eeyerrr. sighs*

i found your picture today.

sighs. i'm so bored. thinking bout nothing at all. for once? my mind's a total blank. great. now i feel like a bimbo. grrrs. hahas. oh well. am thankful for my lil pink pig. *oink. lols. he cheers me up lah. that silly xiao di. =) thanks for always being there without fail alrights? *loveloveee.

cong qian cong qian. you ge ren ai ni hen jiu. dan pian pian. feng jian jian. ba ju li chui de hao yuan.

thought of the day? .. *flies around like tinkerbell.

tinkerbell would never be able to find peterrpann. cos. well. peterpann and tinkerbell aren't meant to be together in the first place.

[[[[stupid cupid. you're a real mean guy.]]]]

some bo d y . h el p . me . s tar t . b eli evi ng . .

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++invasion+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

heysgirl,decidedtodropbyheretosayahelloandtakecare. itsbeenlongsinceilastspoketoyou. nonetheless, ithinkyou'vebeendoingwellhaven'tyou? hopefullyyoustillrememberwhatthissongmeans. orrather. usedtomean. inasense. _love. xx. :)

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
so if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...
...One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
...Never leave me I don't know what I'd do...

wouldyouevencareifitoldyouwhoiam? orwouldyouturnawayfrommelikeyoualwaysdid?

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++signingoff._45_++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

;elysium.
6:36:00 PM